{♥} hot hot smile ;p

The world isn't complicated, the people are.

2011-10-01T17:27:00.002+08:00

I really don't know the definition of friends.

People are faking all around nowadays ;

some are busy seeking attention from others.

who can I talk to?

words that can't speak :(

I've no idea what's going on

2011-08-25T23:25:00.001+08:00

I wonder why would it happened. Is your gf too narrow-minded or what? I was just posting a quote which I think It's well-written then I kena scolded. Isn't it fb a public platform to write or share smtg? Wtf's wrong now?

Well then. I'm trying to explain to my friends and she thought that I'm fake. I don't even know her please. *sigh* Not everyone is as complicated as you! Can? I wrote it in twitter, also she has to use people's twitter acc to stalk me? I set it as private simply because I need a private platform to release my feelings. My fault again? I seriously don't know what's in your brain. Grass? Or you don't even have a brain? Trolololol. Now I shall just remain silence. I don't wanna lower my standard to argue w d one who I don't wanna argue. Wasted my time. Hopefully she won't stalk my blog huh -.- If not drama and wars begin again. Fml.

It's The end.

combinations

2011-07-15T22:00:00.007+08:00

Hi It's time to blogging! I'm here to fulfill my commitment. Hehheh (:

I went to mist on wednesday night to celebrate friend's birthday. Everyone had fun! Even though the club is kinda empty compare to the other days. But that doesn't matter. When you go with the right person, anywhere anytime anything will do to have fun ! I was so tipsy on that night, oh well i've to admit that every time i go to mist, I'm confuckingfirm feeling tipsy and i don't know why. Hahahaha. But i still managed myself to drive! So no worries people. My driving skill is still good :p

Another thing to mention, uhm, most of my friends should've knew. I'm going to study the same course and intake with my ex-boyfie. I've been thinking about this quite some time. Shall i change course or school? Some of them said that maybe i'll get back together with him. This made me totally speechless -.- Some said that this is great, so that i can show him how well is my life w/o him. Finally i've made up my mind. I've decided not to escape. If he talks to me, I'll talk to him too. If not, then we'll just simply become strangers. It's better to have a friend than create an enemy. Isn't it? Yes. Lisa Lew meowei is always my counselor. I love her ♥♥

Being Kelly for one and a half year. To be honest, those memories are unforgettable although I hate this name in the very beginning. Now that Kelly has gone and i know i couldn't turn back time. I somehow miss those days that being a kelly. Hahhahahaha. I miss Lisa that's why I miss kelly. LOL. Wtf am i saying now? I don't even know *fainted* So just ignore this part. Hehhehe

I wish i know the meaning of true friend. Someone tell me?

I can't accept the fact that i'm going to start my degree on next friday. Arrggghhhhhhh! Oh ya Btw, something is wrong with my leg. I wanna cry T.T someone save me? :'(

And i hardly take another goodbye #nowplaying

dust cleaning (:

2011-07-11T01:30:00.002+08:00

Oh maiiiiiiiiiii ! A thick layer of dust has been collected on my blog. *blows it off* I know right i've been neglected it for quite some time :( Please forgive me cause i do not know what to blog T.T Errrr! Damn kesian. I feel so sorry cause i saw meowei is working so hard to update her blog nowadays. This really motivated me to not lose :p Hehheh. Gonna update something real soon! I make a promise here (:

What's the time now? 1.30am. Ohhhhhhh i'm a real vampire :s

Restarted

2011-06-23T18:10:00.000+08:00

Here to announce that my previous diet plan failed :( Therefore, this week i've restarted it all over again. The plan's so far so good. I had a plate of broccoli and small bowl of mushroom soup as my brunch. Sounds healthy isn't it? Hehehh :p Have to work harder to reach success! Say no to failure (Y) :DDD

Healthy life I have. So proud of myself ;)

Plan still goes on

2011-06-13T15:31:00.004+08:00

On diet almost a week, I think my stomach is getting weaker and weaker. I couldn't stand for drinking too much liquor in the club. Is it my stomach feels guilty or what? I even had diarrhea after having a burger this morning. My tummy is not feeling well :( But plan still goes on! Fighting Ahhhhhhhh!

Hope everyone had wonderful weekend like mine. Life's great ♥

dimsum the all time favorite

2011-06-05T00:53:00.001+08:00

Had my brunch at Zing Restaurant, Grand Millennium on this thursday. The dimsum are so yummylicious! Best dimsum ever :D Everyone must go and has a try! Hehhee. get to meet a lot of people also. I miss them so so much! :( Been treated like VIP. Hohoho! Thanks to Mr.Lee the best dimsum chef! ♡ So sweet of him (: After caught up with all the people that we wanted to meet. We went for a movie. Pirates of the carribean: On stranger tides. Not bad. Grab something home on that day also. Arrgghhh! epic failed :(

Note to self. STOP SPENDING & START SAVING. ♡♡

desperate

2011-06-04T20:18:00.001+08:00

I do not know how to describe this kind of feeling :(

Emo-ness haunted me.

Questions

2011-06-01T22:25:00.000+08:00

This question haunted me all the time. Taylor's or Kdu ? I really do not know how to make the decision. Fuck my life. I've been lifeless for almost half year. Have to decide asap! Omg. killing my brain cells :( And last night i saw a nice bag with the price 520rm. I don't know shall i buy or not? Cause i feel like getting a mac book. Arrggghhh! I need to cut cost :'( Money isn't easy to be earned, i understand. Daddy is working so hard lately. I shouldn't waste too much money. guess i'll save the money then get myself a mac book after that? Sigh. i need some more money but i couldn't work. I am a piece of useless shit T.T

Tmr is having an outing with the lovelies (: Hope it would be a nice day! *prays*

Love life ♡

Forever is a lie.

2011-05-30T23:14:00.004+08:00

I still teared every time i thought of him. Not much. Just a lil bit. But Oh no. I wasn't suppose to be this way. No way. I'm doing my best to avoid him. We can't be friend. It doesn't mean I am narrow-minded but every time i thought that i'm over it, those memories were still brought back a lil bit to me in the end. I hate this feeling. If someone ask me did i regret that the decision made? Or am i gonna change my mind if time could turn back? My answer would be No anyway. I know it's the best for me. and you perhaps. Glad that you found the one.

Nothing's forever. Forever's a lie.

Love is too hard to be trusted.

Nag like momma

2011-05-30T16:45:00.003+08:00

Hi Monday! Another weekend gone just like that. I know my blog seems so boring without any pics on, but i feel like typing something. Even if i still care about something i shouldn't, think about something that is not gonna happen, being upset most of the time. I'm not gonna escape. runaway neither. I just wanna note down every single thing and feelings in my life. Kinda like to blogging nowadays (: A private place where i can truly express my feelings. Hiding all the sadness. Perhaps not so private at all. But no one can liking it or comment like facebook so i might just pretending like no one is stalking. Huge relief! Oh That's life. Trying so hard to turn negative into positive is what i'm doing right now. Mature-thinking ftw! Aha! well. suppose to have dimsum this morning since i decided to wake up earlier and invite my mummy. But ended up i woke at 12. Arrgghhhh! Laziness haunted me. Thus, I ate mac donalds, delivered by no one else but my brother. Hahahaha. He's so in mood nowadays. Reason? He get back with his ex girlfriend. Aww finally ♡ They shouldn't have being so procrastination. Break up & get back over and over again. 6-years-relationship isn't that easy. Should've appreciate each other! Aaaahhh i nag like a momma. Btw, tonight is going for a dinner. My aunt is going to treat us! (: Family dinner cheers!

Love Life.

xoxo

starting point

2011-05-28T01:50:00.002+08:00

so everyone is going to mist

and I'm staying home alone.

thanks god i am having a real healthy life.

Cheers!

A good starting point huh.

(Y)

Monday shall i hang out w the love?

Or staying w the family?

Arrgghhh!

i hate questioning myself :(

But i feel like eating dimsum w parents.

Yes. i shall ask mummy to have dimsum breakfast tgther on monday.

she surely nags me again.

aiyo! no choice. forever dimsum cause thats my all time fav.

hohoho :D

i love love dimsum ♡

The ex asked me whether im home or not

he's gonna returns the book to me.

But ended up he didn't come.

Someone saw him at mist club so i guess he scared i'm going therefore he asked to confirm?

just an assumption anyway.

I'm loving my single life (:

To be honest, sometimes i might seem so empty,

or i would actually miss the whole cuddling, holding hands and i'm his girl thing.

But i choose to be patient.

Good thing wouldn't come so easily right? (:

So lets just Follow the flow.

aww! how mature am i.

HEHEHEHE :p

It's already 2.o5am.

Gotta continue my book and then off to bed.

woohooooo! Healthy life cheers! :DD

Hello

2011-05-28T00:55:00.002+08:00

Hi there.

I'm here to reopen my blog again (:

I guess meowei miss my blog alot!

hehehehe :p

as i promised the babe i'll reopen my blog

here you are! ♡♡♡

hohoho :D

Gonna update my about-to-dead-blog real soon!

stay tuned ♡

before, after.

2011-04-13T21:56:00.005+08:00

yes.

i get addicted to d feeling.

liquor, alcohol, and d music.

since when i became like this?

i wonder.

d old me is gone.

no more crying because of the-loved-one.

*hmm okay. maybe once a month/ months when i thought of US.*

but somehow i dont feel happy.

i always think guys are all d same.

flirty. flower-hearted.

in d club, guys are all so-called-single

but once they step out from d club.

they're actually attached

great!

whats happened in d club stays in d club aite.

love life! ♡

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okay, i know exactly who i want to be.

whoops nope.

not really.

lucky

2011-04-13T01:57:00.001+08:00

WO TU RAN HEN XIANG NIAN LUCKY ZAI

FMLFMLFMLFML

fml part three

2011-04-07T16:54:00.000+08:00

who should i talk to ?

i couldnt take it anymore

:'(

fml part two

2011-04-06T23:26:00.003+08:00

walao.

mummy yi wei ta de vios shi lomboghini

hahahahahaha lmfao

gor gor de che ?

geng hao xiao.

wo bu yao drive dao yi ban break down lor please

malu sial.

zhen de shi song gei wo wo dou bu yao !

seriously.

fmlttm!

fml

2011-04-05T23:27:00.003+08:00

can i like stop emo now ?

emo-ness please go away. please please!

listening Jay Chou's songs isnt a right choice

i guess.

i miss him anyway.

:((((((

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我害怕了。

我不了解这个社会 ;

不了解人类 ;

不了解人的想法 ;

怎么世界变了?

人也变了?

虚假得很真实。

once upon a time

2011-04-04T15:30:00.001+08:00

the ring is still w me

i miss you.

single . taken

2011-03-14T23:57:00.003+08:00

Of course i like d whole single, party, fun thing ;

But sometimes,

I wouldn't mind d whole cuddling, holding hands, I'm his girl thing.

bestfriends

2011-03-09T15:50:00.002+08:00

Define best friend.

i seriously dont know.

well.

i Thought that i know

lmao

...

2011-02-22T14:41:00.003+08:00

its really painful,

to say goodbye to someone you dont want to let go.

But its more painful to ask d person to stay

even when you know you can nvr make it work out d way it should be.

apologized

2011-02-22T01:24:00.003+08:00

i am so sorry.

i dont know whether i am still loving him anot.

or its just some kind of sympathy

i cant tell.

what i know is, i do feel heartache while seeing him like that.

but i know i shouldn't gives him false hope.

we're so future-less

i am sure.

sorry. for letting your heart broken.

i felt really sorry abt this lightning love.

my fault.

ended

2011-02-18T13:36:00.002+08:00

i couldn't take it anymore.

love is a problem

2011-02-09T21:28:00.003+08:00

Do you want to know what my problem is?

I will tell you what my problem is…

I love you.

I love your name, I love the way you look at me, I love your gorgeous smile, I love the way you walk, I love your beautiful eyes, I love the sound of your laugh, i love the way you get mad, i love the way i dont understand you at all. I love the way I can be having the worst day of my life and seeing you completely changes my mood. I love how when you touch me I get weak,

thats my problem...

loving you too much.

depression

2011-02-04T22:11:00.004+08:00

19th day.

sometimes i feel that his speaking is kinda annoying.

i cant explain why.

its just, weird.

its just, made me speechless.

but i cant deny that i love him so much

i loveeeee.

and i cant stop thinking about Her.

*urhem*

i know i cant compare w anyone else.

but my brain wont stop me from thinking.

i am such a loser :(

i aint pretty. but i am real.

i am working it hard to improve myself. trust me.

will be betterrrrrr!

i hope everything goes right.

I HOPE SO.

eww. think its gonna be another sleepless night :(

mummy cheated on me; beer doesnt helps!

btw,

i miss my teh aik minn.

hahahaahaha

forgive me! i am so in love to calling people w full name. ehhee (:

faster come back please!

i am waiting you here :D

anyway.

Happy Chinese New Year people :)

communication

2011-01-26T21:42:00.006+08:00

sometimes i just dont get what's people thinking.

to be honest,

i dont know how to comfort people.

it's just so tiring.

especially for those who emo every day without telling d reason

because of an unreasonable reason.

please.

at least gimme some hint.

i just dont know how to communicate well.

FML

strangers

2011-01-16T12:44:00.001+08:00

分手后，
我还认识你，
不过不想再见你.

你过的好，我不会祝福你，
你过的不好，我不会嘲笑你。

因为我们从此陌生。

你的世界不再有我，我的世界不再有你。

我不能再珍惜你.

抱歉，
我失去的，
也是你失去的.

gathering after so long

2011-01-02T17:28:00.018+08:00

we, dai dai family actually had a gathering on 19-12-2010

it was fun.

hmm okay. maybe not to say very fun. but at least it was nice.

i do felt this way :)

i heart them so much <3

so we went to ts. d place which fulled of our memories

SMILE :D

so i ended my post with our sexy back.

hhahahaha!

i actually captured this photo, but i am still inside d photo.

cool right ? ;)

i am such a professional camera-lady.

:))))))

[ spot me ? I AM SO RAINBOW THAT DAY HAHAHAHAHA ]

*aww. you've no idea how much i love them :') *

first post of d year of 2011.

happy new year everyone!

live like rainbow ya. with lots of colors. hehhe.

LIKE ME! :DDDD

He isn't Him

2010-11-23T11:04:00.003+08:00

When I saw you over there
I didn't mean to stare
But my mind was everywhere
I wanna know you .

me

2010-11-19T22:40:00.006+08:00

*updating*

i moved. from puchong to kl. there's no air-con, no water heater.

but it's okay for me. everything is fine.

i grown up ;)

hehh.

i am staying with two friends.

we going out together, laughing together, expressing our feelings together and etc etc.

don't you think it's so cool ?

i do think (:

12/11/2010 friday night was an awesome night.

it was staff party of grand millennium hotel. named Glamorous Night.

perfectly awesome!

but unfortunately i was working as night shift thats why i only can went there after 11pm

but nevermind. it was still fun yet :D

went home around 1230am.

oh yea i wanna do some shopping. if i have cash of course.

but i am so broke :(

i bought stuff every week. shitttttt

SKY OH SKY; please drop some money down to d earth

hahahhahaha!

zara is love .

♥

爸爸的话

2010-10-24T00:52:00.004+08:00

今天我爸在车上跟我诉苦

讲了很多也骂了很多 ;

抱怨了很多也感慨了很多 ;

"我以为感情可以培养的. 原来不能的.

不适合就不要. 不然后悔是一辈子的事. "

爸爸的话

我偷偷掉眼泪。

或许吧

早该死心.

我会好好的。

这是当然的。

但破碎的家庭

怎么重整?

我不知道, 只知道哭.

好讨厌。讨厌毙了。

UPDATED EH (:

2010-10-16T22:34:00.019+08:00

11/10's night was sing k session.

NICEEEEEEEY!

after i finished my work

me and ahkit went to find michelle & lyn.

green box ! =)

sang til 12am.

after that michelle and lyn went to my house stayover.

pillow talk until 4am. hahahhahaha

how sweet are we (:

i love them eh ♥♥

14/10's night

after i finished my work.

i went out again

hahahahahhaha

yeap. is AGAIN.

like, i work as morning shift now but i going out with friends almost every day

instead of going back home for dinner

shyttttttt eh how bad am i. ;O

oh yea ahhhhh

forgot to say

michelle and i went to jogoya

50% discount mah ;)

had fun that night!

lovess ♥

okay i did small shopping these few days

VERY SMALL

hehh ;)

but i am so happy with it.

SMILE! =)

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sometimes i miss d moment in Zing restaurant

though i dont like it at first

but i wonder why

i miss it !

and i miss them so badly ):

*okay there're alot more pics on that night.

i mean my last day.

but i am just too lazy to send it to my comp

shit eh . ahahahahah!

wait when i am free. i will upload them kkk ;)

start all over again

2010-10-07T19:28:00.004+08:00

I swear i'll update my blog more often.

from today onwards.

I PROMISED ;)

i won't neglect my bloggie.

cause i know meowei miss my blog, and of course d owner.

HAHA!

imma not gonna delete d old posts

cause for me, they're still my memories.

even though some are not important anymore

but start all over again doesn't mean have to delete all d old posts mah right ;)

smile (:

2010-08-10T22:40:00.004+08:00

hey I AM BACK!

i guess no one is reading dy.

nevermind

actually i want to update my blog, like long long time dy.

not to let it grow dust

but i am busying with d internship stuff

I HAVE NO TIME

i mean i dont have extra time for me to update blog or even relax.

i've no idea what to update

*sigh*

life is so tiring.

when it's fulled of lies,fakers and unfairness.

yeah, i got tired!

;(

sometimes i just hope i can runaway from here.

the-so-like-hell-working place.

no one understand.

2010-06-19T13:51:00.001+08:00

i am waiting for you..

but you never...

YEAH, disappointed.

2010-06-13T21:27:00.004+08:00

it isn't the same anymore but trust me

I WILL GET OVER IT.

seriously,

i need to.

i know, you doesn't love me like before anymore

i tried so hard to holding on our love

you changed your profile picture, never want to put back 'in relationship with',

you neglected me, you keep caring and outing with your friends,

and your every single pm is writing about friends.

therefore, i know how hard i tried, no matter how sad am i ;

it is useless, it wouldn't make you change.

sorry. I DID MY BEST. is depends on you now.

2010-06-11T18:43:00.002+08:00

i find so hard to reach your heart
i tried.
):

its complicated

2010-06-08T05:01:00.004+08:00

It's so easy, to think about love;

to talk about love;

to wish for love;

But it's not always easy, to recognize Love.

Even when we hold it, In our hands.

:D

2010-06-04T16:57:00.012+08:00

OH YAAAAAA

did i mentioned that i bought my instax 7s before?

yay i got it ! my new baby fujifilm instax 7s

i am a happy girl ;D

i likey it

but i've no film anymore now

i bought it online but haven't receive.

imma complain her !!!!!!

after you snap a photo

CHIK CHAKKKK! (:

the photo will turn out like this

so cutie :D

but i seriously need cash now

with money eyes *blink blink* $.$

who wanna hire me just for half month ler?

saddy =(

hahahah.

someday my lun spoke english until very funny

And i called his english as LUNGLISH

LMAO xD

daidais ♥

2010-05-29T14:07:00.002+08:00

was meet up with friends yesterday

my daidais

yinfunfun, peiyin, fanshu, laici and kaixin

I AM SO HAPPY =)

glad to meet up with them.

yesterday was a happy outing !

first we went carrefour ( thankiews my dear for fetching me )

then we jalan-jalan cari makan

keep eating muahahaha!

at last we visited to laici's house

such a big house :D

we camwhore and had alot fun over there

all laughing like mad hahahhaha but who cares ohhhhhhh

we're happy family mah ♥

OH i always think that daidais can gimme d happiness that others can't

i heart them <3

hopefully d sing k plan goes well (:

I LOVE YOU GUYS! ♥

NO DOUBT ((((((:

finally!

2010-05-28T03:25:00.000+08:00

it's like thousand years never update my blog. HAHA

i am just too busy. even though there's NO CLASS anymore

but i am so so so soooooh busy i tell you la =(

what am i busying for ?

is just like what normal student busying for

mid term exams, assignments, presentations and final exam is around d corner

GOSHHHH

how i wish i could end this semester a little bit faster

I AM SO STRESS!

is like i am under 9238728394 kgs of stones

people may not realize how stress am i

but I AM!

if i failed any of my subject this semester, i am so not gonna graduate

and i need to extend one more semester to retake d subject

which will waste me HALF YEAR time

haiks =(

so i already prepared textbooks and some notes

will start study this weekend; perhaps

i hope i won't failed my financial and marketing.

this 2 subjects that i hated most ):

i really hope.

uhrm okay. will not update about those posts i noticed before

like seremban trip or all those outings

one of d reason is lazy

second one is i don't really want to talk about those anymore

i'll call this my new beginning.

thanks (:

相爱没那么简单。

2010-04-25T17:02:00.000+08:00

把此标题名为: 相爱没那么简单。

我明白、也清楚

有些事不是短期内可以改变

所以我忍耐

我接受

我原谅

但要告诉你多少次，你才会了?

放空自己。

我想也没有多余的力气去想了

功课一堆一堆

仿佛要杀了我似的

但却碰也不想去碰

懒惰虫找上了我啊。

我的烦恼怎么突然那么多

*感叹*

好久没用中文

是有点生疏了.

LUCKY ♥

2010-04-22T18:55:00.000+08:00

oh poor little baby lucky zai

he had short sight.

he told me that he see things not clear

so i brought him to optical shop. and got this spec for him

baby.

no matter what

i still love you ♥

and your daddy! ♥

we're happy family (:

EAT FOR merchandising asgn

2010-04-22T15:46:00.009+08:00

5/4/2010 monday

ahem*

we went to makan @ Seoul Garden, 1utama =]

because we needa do research for merchandising assignment.

so after marketing class, Me & lun, drew meowei siang gee zeq pergi makan .

it's a restaurant which offer steamboat&bbq buffet.

around rm25 per person. eat all you can ! include free flow drinks and desserts

damn yummay (:

i wanna eat again la. baby baby boyfriend. please bring me eat again ah ='(

hahahahaha!

the-boyfriend keep eating, doesnt want to peduli me ):

finally xD

bring me again! bring me again! bring me again! please la dear =(

zoo negara

2010-04-22T14:30:00.002+08:00

time to write my diary!

I AM SOOOOOOH LAZY. ish. actually i dont feel like wanna update ):

but my husband ask me to do so! aiks. so come back and update a little bit lu.

this time i would like to update about our zoo negara one day trip

oh it was like long long time ago.

ahahaha!

1/4 April fool !

we dont feel like going to d-super-annoying-englishclass

so we decided to ponteng, and went to Zoo negara

(we= ME, lun, meowei, drew, zeq and gee.)

d ticket is rm2o per person. as we're just poor students so it's actually quite expensive for us.

PLUS, there's nothing much animals to let us visit. hey boring .

except our beloved penguin and orang utan !

hahahahaa

so now lemme share you guys some pictures (:

dear deer ! :D

drew vs Lun

ROARRRR!

Lun vs drew. again (:

it is actually very very huge .

i think it is d largest fish in aquarium

penguin <3

nahhhh! this two thingy "tau ching"

and then they realized we looking at them. runaway.

after a while, they did that again. haha

our beloved - orang utan! =)

so cute :D

org utan: I AM DANCING KING!

marah!

this little orang utan is so so so sooooooh funny!

we love it :D

it throw things to weilun. and then play with them.

it even said byebye to me and megan.

happy (:

lastly, it marah!

hahahahahha. SO CUTE <3

ka-chak!

sexy lun. HAHAHAHAH!